obsessed with black, inlove with music..♥: [feb.09.2008.]fun in the rain

i want to stop believing in love

I want to stop believing in love. It's quite funny, because for the longest time, I was one of the few quite capable of fighting for it.

Each day, I pray that those feelings would die. I began asking others for help. They told me what was the right thing to do and I knew that too. I was not looking for the right thing. I felt that righteousness had no place in whatever it was that am feeling.And am wrong in my belief. The happiness brought by my choice was short-lived. At the end of the day, the emptiness was still there. And I would spend the rest of the night wondering why I could not make things right.

[feb.09.2008.]fun in the rain.

It was one of the best days in my life ever! Having a good time with your freinds??oh my gosh!it was really fun! I wish that day will never end. We loved the rain. we played sepak. It was really a great time, so enjoying.

Hoping that they will never end. That memory will always be kept in my mind and heart...

So I stand,

in the pouring rain,

So I can, feel the growing pain,

Of having rain,

coming down like the Armageddon flame.

I can see raindrops playing their game,

Even though they look the same,

I know that there is more to rain……