i want to stop believing in love

I want to stop believing in love. It's quite funny, because for the longest time, I was one of the few quite capable of fighting for it.

Each day, I pray that those feelings would die. I began asking others for help. They told me what was the right thing to do and I knew that too. I was not looking for the right thing. I felt that righteousness had no place in whatever it was that am feeling.And am wrong in my belief. The happiness brought by my choice was short-lived. At the end of the day, the emptiness was still there. And I would spend the rest of the night wondering why I could not make things right.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

ORCHID..

an orchid?? i ask my self..
the next thing we will make is an orchid??..how come??
i was shocked because, what the heck are we going to an orchid??!
i thought its useless, but time afer time i finds its usefulness..
i find it enjoying but a little hard..
i was kinda happy because our output was cute and nice with the colors of blue and dark blue. it was really an orchid..
we just use some crepe paper, glue, wire and some stones. we made it for days so i just wish me and my groupmate FARHANA will have a average grade for it.
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NOTE: sorry for not posting our orchids picture i forgot to take it!
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if i have a choice..
i would like to be an orchid instead..
just waiting for others to come
to see my beauty...

Thursday, March 13, 2008

for the very best....

AMAH KUH
You've always been a part of me
right from the very start,
creating treasured memories tucked deep within my heart.
You taught me what love truly means,
I've watched your caring ways,
unselfishly guiding me
through any stormy days.
I'm thankful for the times we've shared
and look forward to the rest.
When it comes to Dads,
there is no doubt I know I have the best.
my last words for him was "i love you dad"
i didnt know it was the last
i know he loves me
but i dont know if he knows how much i love him
i regret the times i didn't show my love to him
i miss the old times i was with him
having a great time with laughter and joy
but what i gave was hatred and sorrow
i'm sad his gone
but i'm thankful for he's already with GOD
Allhamdullila

latest issue...

GMA's boo-boo

In her rush to take over the presidency, Vice President Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo has been committing one blunder after another.
(impeachment of GMA)
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for me i am against to the peolpe who wanted GMA to be impeach. GMA is actually a good president of the Philippines, but maybe people dont like her because GMA dont approve what the other's want. GMA is doing her best but what can we do she's just doing what is right and good for us. maybe yes she sees herself as somewhat indestructible when she became the president because of course its an honor to be the president f the Philippines. If GMA will be out who's next? THEN the next president will be impeach again for the next years?? thats what people think thay want a resident wh give what they want.
well what we need is a right, smart, independent, leader, brave president but never been perfect because no ones perfect. PEOPLE of the philippines understand world!

Saturday, March 8, 2008

fly butterfly!


Making a butterfly was so hard!!!! I deserve to have a low grade with this butterfly because my work was not creative enough. I was so like suffering in doing this. when i finished this, i was so relieved! my heart was filled with "YES!ATLAST!" I actually dont have patience in doing hard things like this. My butterfly was just simple, my stockings were color red and its wings were colored with black.

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LESSON LEARNED:

Be patience!

**cuz patience is what we need in order to succeed

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WARNING:

dont copy my butterfly! Make yours more creative and different!

my handiframe..

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This is the first handicraft that we made in practical arts. A picture frame made by the wavy part of "carton". Making a handicraft is such an enjoying time although its so tiring. But what you do is not just "SUCH THING" or whatever it is, it can actually improve your creativity. Frames which are handicrafts is actually more unique than the others in stores. In doing this kind of thing, you must put all your trust in yourself for you to able to make a such pretty and creative frame.
For sure your effort will never be wasted. I chose to paint it with color black and white because I know my frame will be different to others. I know I can make a good frame even thought its not the best of all frames in our class.

make sure you have effort in doing this, and also you must have creativity, originaly and of course neatness && the frame must be durable..ITS CRITERIA!

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**i chose my baby picture with my dad. I really love him! I regret the times I didn't tell him how much I love him**




Tuesday, February 19, 2008

him..♥


I met a guy with gorgeous eyes
My heart rejoice and brought no lies
He was there Watching me
As he stare As if I couldn’t see.

Is there such thing as love at first sight?
At that first day I can’t sleep all the night
Every time I see of him
As if I am dreaming

Every time he’s there my heart pounds so fast
I can’t breathe, as if I won’t last
I can feel the destiny,
That he’s the right one for me.

Monday, February 18, 2008

My life is my family

Once my mom told me
When I was born,
The first people were there was my family.
They were there with happy faces
Rejoicing that I was born.

My family will forever be in my heart,
My sister's mean more to me,
More than life,
My family will always remain who they are in my heart and soul.

My family is more important than my friends and my lover,
Family will always come first,
No matter what they did they'll always remain family.
Even though its hurts so much
I still love them.

We are family,
although we do not resemble
Family comes together
for always and forever.